Sunday, 4 May 2008 . 8:23:00 am
dearest bebe(:humppp..
is leaving mi away for his
police.. arrrrhhh
countiing down the time..
4 months 5 day....
i jus doesnt want the time to
pass so fast now..
totally of REGRET!
ii should not have done that
ii should no have say that..
butt then ii will say that to double comfirm
weather we are still together anot..
ii just wanan to make thiings clear..
butt who know ii make it more worst!
ii just simply DISLIKE
the way ii do thiings le..
today talk to boss on phone..
was cryiing the whole days..
then no mood to work..
then kanna scoldiing from boss..
say :" act smart la.. go sent him thiis type of thiings
aiya.. butt then ii was so ZAI HU the relationship then ii will sent all this
de mahx.. haix..
now ii REGRET ,
ii cry, and ii cry also no use..
nthiing will bring him back ritex?
ii never eat for the whole workiing hours..
after work..
friends accompany mii go
drink then talk all my feeliing out..
EMPTY STOMACH DRINKING !
we three went to the outside
the mrt station there sit sit and talk talk..
sweeettttttttt la sista..
ps: make you all to accompany mi..
when ii was talk iing to them ii was cryiing
friends and boss can feel that
ii really doesnt wanna to end it ..
every little single
nights.. ii was afraid to turn myself
to sleep and ii have to cry myself to sleep
due to haviing work..
ii afraid that when uu told mii this to night
then then next day it turn out to be different
butt then now really happen to mi
lehx.. six sense work.. and is true..
i just needed one more chance to clear every thiing.
you're the one who set it upp
and now you;re the one to make it stop..
i'm the one who's feeliing lost right now..
i wont forget the way you're kissing
the feeliing so strong were lasting for so long
dearest ii really dun wanna to prove myself wrong for choosiing you..
ii really wanna to prove to myself that not every one is
those who promise and never do it de..
ii wanna to prove that all the promises
are not empty promises..
when it comes to loviing you.
you;re my only reason .
you're my only truth
i need you like water
like breath,
like rain.
i need you like mercy
from heaven's gate
there's a freedom in you arms
that carried me through
i need you
you're the hope that move mi
to courage again
you're the love rescues me when the cold winds.
rage and it;s amazing
cause that''s just how you are..
and ii cant turn back now
cause you've brought mt too far
lable: i wanna to go back to the startiing point..
