Saturday, 3 May 2008 . 10:36:00 pm
today ii was workiing at jurong point..DEAREST came to find mii..
was so touch of it thought it was just only
for 2 plus hours..
butt ii really feel that it was so real
and so true when the mintue he care much for mii..
accompany DEAREST to buy food..
then sent him off..
DEAREST do you know that you
mean alot to mi and ii do need you
by my side..
althought uu keep askiing mii not to thiink so much
butt at times ii can feel that sum thiings is wrong..
when ii told you , you just say you thiink too much le..
ii really dun wanna our relationship to turn
out to an endiing point so fast.
you know, all the feeliing ii have now was just so BLANK
and ii dun no wat to do ..
ii know ii must trust you alot..
of course ii do trust you..
butt ii just feel a little cold shoulder from you..
and the cold shoulder came so suddenly..
each and every night when ii
doesnt have the ang quan gan ..
ii just simply cry myself to sleep.
know the mintue when uu left mii today ii
was so miss and so upset..
ytd you told mii that you receive the letter
of goiing for your POLICE thiingy soon le.
4 month and 6 days.. more
what came to my mind was like
arrrrhhhh.. wat am ii goiing to do when
dearest no around by my side any more.. ?
ii will comfirm dame miss him de lorx.
butt DEAREST ,
you know wat ii really just wanna
to last long long with you lorx.
as you say that we would..
"you are the one who started it and you are the one who
wanna to let go "?
butt dearest you know sum thiing?
i'm really feel lost right now..
and ii really dun wanna say good bye..
you promise
that we would last for long..
butt izzit gonna to turn out to be a EMPTY PROMISES??
