Wednesday, 15 April 2009 . 4:59:00 pm
11 days of separation or even a breaking up..my heart didnt ever stop thiinking
those memories that we use to have..
5 days without contact you..
do you still thiinkig of mi??
do your answer still the same?
how long will this test ends?
how long do we need to be separated?
heart still beats for you.
eyes never ever stop looking
at the phone hoping that
your msg will be recieve..
but it still fails..
if you give mi one chance to
tell you how much i needed you..
ii could show it to you..
now you see a big different in mi?
now you see de mi is just a body without
knowing where is the soul.
sum time ii wish that i could cry loud
enough for you to stay and for your heart to
hear mi
but there is sum circumstances which prevent mi from doing that..
sum time ii wish to text you.
askiing how are you doing and stuff..
butt ii fails to..
those journey we took together,
those words we use to address each othe..
those sorry we say..
those touch..
those temperature..
those smiles..
evey now and then ..
after you left mi..
life wasnt so that easy..
life wasnt so that colourful anymore..
after you left mi .. thiings which ii really regreted was
that last time ii use to have times with you..
but always never talk much with you..
when with you.. at time ii will say wanna to break up
is due to that ii wanna you to stop and take a look at mi and notice mi
that i;m really tired and needed a shoulder to lean on..
was my ways stupid?maybe.. that why u dun agree with that..
but wat is you personal reason that you choose to
leave mi and
making this choice yourself and not telling mi about it?
you think is fair to mi?
hiding this personal reason all to yourself.. ?
ii need an answer from you..
you can lies to everyone but can you lies to yourself or even your heart?
words is fake but feelings is always real..
if time could turn ard. i would make things works ou
in the different ways.. ii will learn to say NO..
and not always give in to whatever you say and the help you need..
if time could turn, in the end ii will still to choose you..
be cux of you i then really found myself..
be cux of you i then noe wat i really want..
be cux of you i then noe wat is a need and a dun need
be cux of you i then understand the meaning of LOVE..
and be cux of you i then understand that different people
have different type of loving..
无条件为你不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强相信你的眼神
不敢想不敢问
有一天坏的可能
无条件为你放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂如此沸腾
为我爱的人
