Tuesday, 30 March 2010 . 9:01:00 am
today
is just a brand new day of mine...
thiinkiing back to the pass... im already wake up and done with everythiings
and off happily slowly to work.. (:
reason which make mi wanted to go to
office everydays is that i know there is always sum one whom really
care for mi and will check if i'm doing okay with everythiings..
and also wanted to prove to people i could do it..
but now it no longer this way as i lost the one whom really support mi
all the way from the start but drop off half way..do you know how important it is to ME?
i thiink you dont know. and will never understand how i feel unless you plcae
yourself in my shoe.. really..
"in my back of my mind i was thiinkiing so
wat does it important on how
young and what you had done and those replies you say..
it really doesnt important
but wat it is, is the kind of support i needed frm you.."
IN THE END, you still dun..
everynow and then everythiings happen for a
reason.. be it good or bad is really doesnt important anymore..
be it who is right and wrong doesnt really matters anymore..
so now ii had been gone, so just dun ask about the past anymore..
maybe should as about my future perhaps
people wont know what will really happen every now and then..
maybe when u just turn to the back another thiings just crop up..
waiting for you to clear up..
people might ask why i left this n that cux i know is the best for mi..
people might ask but u work so hard already but why now,
because everyone had a limit of working hard again.
the strength for that will be a day of using up.
when the one the strength i needed wasnt there to support
is really hard..
in the jounery i learn not to drop a tears easily already,
day by day i see a bit of changes of mi myself here and there
but at times do people thiink are they really happy about it?
on what they are doiing?
on what they are thiinkiing?
on what is best for others?
thiings really kills
when the TRUST wasnt there and was once broken it..
it take so long to build it but it take so fast to BREAK it..
anyway
dearest friends,
people whom really care on what had happen to mi...
is just so out of sudden..
it really doesnt no longer important already..
work hard on what is important on ur back ends..
and i will be at the back support u all.. really..
anyway iif you guys really miss mi lots..
do free text mii ya.. haha..
or even can ask mii out..
not to worries so much i'm alright(:
really... alright.. BIG girls dun cry yeah!
